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stcolbert

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#4309290 Why don't you have a Girlfriend Junkie?

Posted stcolbert on Yesterday, 09:00 PM

View Poststcolbert, on 08 December 2014 - 10:32 PM, said:

I like having a girlfriend.



#4306383 Life fuck ups

Posted stcolbert on 19 December 2014 - 12:47 AM

And you're a fucking useless piece of shit


#4306302 Life fuck ups

Posted stcolbert on 18 December 2014 - 11:43 PM

So as I'm sure many of you are aware, my online persona for this site doesn't accurately reflect who I am in reality.  
I take the alpha male character and push it to its extremes. Usually in a display of disgusting chauvinistic behavior.  I would never, in a million years, act like this in reality.  I despise men who treat women like this, and would stand up for someone who was being treated this way in front of me.

But for some reason, due to the anonymous nature of online forums, my morals and convictions took to the sidelines.  I'm sure many of you have done the same, post things you don't really mean or believe.  I'm still uncertain why I felt the need to take on this role/persona.

Unfortunately I failed to recognize how inappropriate this behavior was and how negatively it could affect those that mean the most to me in my life.

My current girlfriend who I am deeply in love with and 100% faithful to, happen to stumble across some of my posts and was absolute appalled.  Some of my posts were really fucking nasty, disgusting, and it took her reading them back to me, reduced to tears, to realize how much of a piece of shit I was for even posting them.  I would never want anyone I feel so much love for to ever feel that pain.  It made her question my morals, our trust, and whether or not I am faithful to her.  When someone you love this much brings these things to question, it's like stabbing a knife into your heart.

Now I'm stuck trying to explain to her that this was all a front, a construct.  That I'm not actually like this.  I have to listen to her saying that she doesn't believe, doesn't trust me, how I could say these things.  It hurts, a lot.

I am faithful.  I'm not a player.  I've always been a boyfriend kind of guy.  I have no wants for anyone else.  I never waited to bang multitudes of women (or any women other than her), and treat them like objects. I'm not racist.  I'm not homophobic.  I'm not a guy that runs around flashing money in people's faces.  I know some people are like that, but I'm not.  She also brought up how I would feel if my future children would read what I wrote.  Answer:  Like a fucking pig piece of shit, unfit to bring my offspring into this world.

I hope none of you end up causing the kind of pain I have, and hope that if you are posting similarly to me that you consider your posts, and those who it may affect, either presently or in the future.


I'll be taking a break from this forum permanently.

Hope you guys all the best and happy holidays.  Sorry for the years of negativity.


#4297869 [IRL] Official OT IRL Picture's

Posted stcolbert on 14 December 2014 - 12:27 AM

Gotcha.  I didn't realize Harvard was known for bio or any of the sciences really.  Sounds like you thought this out thoroughly though.  Good luck young chap.  Network and make those connections.


Bang lots of bitches too


#4290093 Why don't you have a Girlfriend Junkie?

Posted stcolbert on 08 December 2014 - 10:32 PM

I like having a girlfriend.  I also like banging lots of women.


#4279549 [IRL] Official OT IRL Picture's

Posted stcolbert on 29 November 2014 - 11:11 PM

Leah from July Talk + photobomb. #godtier

http://imgur.com/9aO3xtF


#4273675 25/7 thread

Posted stcolbert on 23 November 2014 - 10:34 PM

You're going to be AJOT's first lawyer.  We are proud of you.


#4273192 25/7 thread

Posted stcolbert on 23 November 2014 - 06:46 AM

Plus, you'll get a lot more pussy too because you are "an interesting guy".


#4273186 25/7 thread

Posted stcolbert on 23 November 2014 - 06:44 AM

View PostFTRouslan, on 23 November 2014 - 03:07 AM, said:


hey guys, was wondering if you had more tips on how to be more open and outgoing in conversations

I've got a few good friends, but I wanna be more social and outgoing. speaking to people outside my normal social group feels really weird and is usually a hit or miss, though the hits make the misses worth it. I overthink and I find it hard to just get a "feel" for just talking and joking around (BANTER LADS BANTER)

for the last three months, I've been all smiles and I've really done a good job on turning people that I really didn't get along with into friends, but I still just feel left out and uncomfortable with the majority of people. I don't know how to spontaneously talk about things outside of school with people I'm not friends with already, or leave people feeling engaged, and I'm not sure what I'm doing wrong.
It will feel awkward as fuck until it doesn't anymore.  That's basically it.  Just keep engaging in conversation.  
Remember, actually having a life helps too.  Do tons of stuff, read tons of stuff, keep up with the news, have hobbies etc.  Chances are most people will have a common interest with you if you have a lot of interests.

Networking is fucking key to being successful.


#4254298 down with bigmoran

Posted stcolbert on 06 November 2014 - 05:59 AM

Fucking idiot


#4254292 England leaves the european union

Posted stcolbert on 06 November 2014 - 05:47 AM

Just a FYI though. Thaya is lobbying for the USSR, trying to break up Europe. Tread carefully.


#4252915 "Hottest" Thread Deletion

Posted stcolbert on 04 November 2014 - 06:21 PM

Well that is fucking shit.

Hey Parauh, you wanna tell those fucking tools you work for to fuuuuuckkk off.

Thanks


#4252909 [IRL] Official OT IRL Picture's

Posted stcolbert on 04 November 2014 - 06:10 PM

http://imgur.com/utp2oKJoKJ

Trailer trash



/mods please embed pics.  Posting from phone, no option given.



#4252900 [IRL] Official OT IRL Picture's

Posted stcolbert on 04 November 2014 - 06:05 PM

http://imgur.com/ptLMmnF

#JianGhomeshi


#4243417 WOD, who is playing?

Posted stcolbert on 26 October 2014 - 09:38 AM

I'm with Rilor on this one.  Too busy banging models and making $$$




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