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#4584105 Weirdest nicknames

Posted Hydroxide on 23 May 2016 - 12:47 AM

I was just called "Cunt".

#4582716 A discussion about cheaters in general.

Posted Hollowinside on 15 May 2016 - 05:50 PM

View PostThaya, on 15 May 2016 - 05:43 PM, said:

Also 6 month bans are very effective at tackling the issue. I know people with very rich accounts that got banned for botting and just said "ok, I'll wait it out and never bot again lol". The result is... players that don't cheat, aka the target.

I also know a lot of people that would just get permabanned, reroll on new account and bot because "its a new account anyway". Sure, these same people just did that same thing with the 6 month ban as well. It had no effect for these, but the above group of people was created (instead of making them either lost to the game, or move into this 2nd group).

My point is, 6 month bans do no harm, only good. The stubborn cunts that don't mind making new accounts make them ANYWAY. The people that "learned their mistake" get to stay, which is better than having them gone (or turn into cunts).

72 hour is perhaps too short, though.

I see your point. It's a pretty valid one. Then maybe they should ban for 6 months first along with a warning saying that the next ban is perma. And I still think they should lose any rating/achievement/titles on their characters. This way they don't get to lose their accounts and I doubt they will actually perform such stupid actions in the future.

In the US forums I read the post of a guy who used to bot and got banned for 6 months and then shared his story about how grateful he was that he/she still got to keep their achievements and promised to never do something like this again. So I guess that insta-permabanning people wouldn't solve the issue indeed.

#4582266 The "Funny Picture" thread

Posted Buglamp on 13 May 2016 - 02:32 PM

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#4581534 Do you have male camaraderie in your life, junkie?

Posted Breadstick on 09 May 2016 - 11:19 PM

View PostThaya, on 09 May 2016 - 04:23 PM, said:

and lastly there's no right or wrong, good or bad; these concepts are so flexible and individual for every person, as well as you just can't know whether a certain decision was good or bad for you in the long run until way later. thus there's no reason to doubt your decisions/choices. this is key. doubting your decisions/choices is like doubting your personality. if you ever find yourself questioning that, you're probably not doing what you really want to do.

where there's no doubt, there's no fear. that's how my fear perished

to go off this, i've also found it's largely useless to sit around and depressingly regret past decisions. learning from mistakes is great, perfect even. but it's important to learn from them and move on and not to sit there wistfully thinking about what you fucked up and wishing you could change it and beating yourself up over things you did before

i think it's important to realize all decisions you made were made in a certain context of your life. unless it was a completely stupid decision that everyone obviously agrees on, you can give yourself some leeway knowing that whatever you did probably made sense back when you did it. you will change a lot over time and the contexts change and your way of thinking changes so you can't expect everything you've done previously to be something you're proud of years later

tangentially related, this is how i feel about tattoos that people regret. if you get a tattoo and later regret it, just think of it as a mark of your life in the past. it doesn't have to be something you still love or care about, just a souvenir of your past life

maybe my favorite quote related to the fear of failure thing is "you have to try, because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived." (the full quote is actually about falling in love but i like to make quotes into what i want them to be in situations like this.) there's no emptier feeling for me than approaching a situation, deeming it to be insurmountable, and walking away without trying. for me, that's the real failure

there's also "it's better to shit your pants than die of constipation" but that's a little less graceful

#4581207 Watching THIS gem yet again

Posted YVNG_CARL_YVNG on 09 May 2016 - 12:24 AM

friday I watched "mirror" for the first time, had to watch it again today because it's just so incredibly dense. holy shit. i'll probably watch it a third and a fourth time, too, but for now all i can say is that the scene in which maria slaughters the cock and then breaks the 4th wall just to end the scene with this sadistic, tortured grin sent chills down my spine.

easily the single best example of how to correctly break the fourth wall while drawing the viewer more into the movie instead of doing the opposite. easily one of the best movies I've seen in my entire life.

#4579533 Decided that my favorite emotion is something like calm

Posted Breadstick on 28 April 2016 - 09:15 PM

View PostThaya, on 28 April 2016 - 04:05 PM, said:

too bad only admins will understand that one

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#4579380 Decided that my favorite emotion is something like calm

Posted Breadstick on 28 April 2016 - 10:39 AM

it's kind of stupid but i have a few rack mounted switches and routers in another room and when i feel anxiety i like to go in there, close the door and watch their link lights flashing while listening to the fans spin

it's my stress reliever idk why

#4575648 [IRL] Official OT IRL Picture's

Posted pharrelle on 13 April 2016 - 10:54 PM

View PostZaephyr, on 13 April 2016 - 05:00 PM, said:

hahahaha amazing

but nah i got bullied in school myself, rip.

Don't worry these girls don't know what they're missing out.

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#4577313 Throw me some wisdom u druggies of OT

Posted YVNG_CARL_YVNG on 20 April 2016 - 09:23 AM

if you're prone to mental illness, don't do it.

if you feel like you're in a slump, like you're in an episode of depression, don't do it.

like most drugs the experience depends heavily on your mood on that particular day, so if you're feeling unsafe, if you're getting cold feet, don't do it. you have to be comfortable with it.

i had one experience where i felt kinda bad (had an argument w/ gf) and then took shrooms the same day. it didn't turn out to be a bad trip or anything, it was just weird. but i'm pissed i wasted like 30 bucks.

if you do feel comfortable taking shrooms then do it. go for a dose of like 1,5g if you just want a high, more than 2g if you want to trip. honestly, if you are as buff as you say (i doubt it) go for atleast 2g, probably more like 2.5g or 3g.

even when i was skeltal mode, even the first time i took shrooms i took the highest dose out of our group and i was completely o.k.

my experience wasn't exactly like thaya described it, but similiar. the trip first starts with you starting to feel like something's growing inside you, like something is glowing inside you. then all your extremities get this weird tingling feel. then your vision starts to alter little by little. it's funny as fuck sometimes, you look down and suddenly you feel like a 8ft giant. you look at your arms and they're longer than an orang utang's. after the hallucinations were off a bit comes my favorite phase. the introspection for me is the greatest thing about shrooms.

on 1st of may me and some friends stayed at my grandmas garden. she has a very tiny wooden cabin. no electric light n shit. we lit everything with candles. it was raining like hell outside, like the deluge. so this little room ended up being our entire cosmos. i took control of the music and just completely melted away. it was, as thaya said, a very spiritual experience. all of my friends had a really big comedown and felt like shit. i was the complete opposite. even long after the trip had worn down i felt like i was fucking reborn. i could feel every muscle in my body twitching, i felt more optimistic than i had ever been, more positive. i felt completely on top of myself physically and mentally. i wasn't in this hazy mood you get into after smoking too much, i felt like my thoughts were razor sharp.

all in all i really think you should be doing it if you don't feel intimidated. it really ain't even that big of a deal. people make it out to be, but it's not. sure it can alter your brain chemistry forever.. me personally i don't feel like anything has changed significantly at all. i've had more lifechanging experiences smoking the silent killer called synthetic thc. by the way, don't ever do that. that shit can fuck you up real bad.

#4576677 Watching THIS gem yet again

Posted YVNG_CARL_YVNG on 17 April 2016 - 08:16 PM

you've got some excellent fucking taste man. this is my dad's favourite movie. i personally really love stalker and solaris (not the most exciting choices, i could care less), but i'm a sucker for (good) sci fi.

"Tarkovsky for me is the greatest (director), the one who invented a new language, true to the nature of film, as it captures life as a reflection, life as a dream" - ingmar the mountain man

#4575909 Why don't you have a Girlfriend Junkie?

Posted Zaephyr on 14 April 2016 - 09:26 PM

try some cheeky dancing m8

#4575687 Why don't you have a Girlfriend Junkie?

Posted pharrelle on 14 April 2016 - 05:53 AM

I just now did realize you guys were talking about me.

I'm not unhappy. I enjoy having a meaningful bond with a girl I really like.

I just don't feel ready for settling down yet. So it wouldnt fair to a girl that actually wants to find a guy to settle with.

It is okay for a guy in his early twenties to want to settle down.

It is okay for a guy in his early twenties not to want to settle down yet.

I'm choosing the ladder for now because my life is pretty adventurous and its possible that I'm going to move to a city 10 Hours from where I currently live because it's beneficial for my job. This actually happened 3 times in the last 12 Months.

Everytime I was in a relationship with a girl, and everytime I had to end it.
But I had already prepared them, that this is a very realistic possibility. And they were okay with that.

I'm not a player. I'm more honest than most guys. I tell girls what I want and what they can expect from me from day 1.
If what we want are the same things then we can party if not then thats okay too.

I don't force anyone to do or to commit to anything they don't feel comfortable with.

Please don't get confused here.

When I'm talking about these girls I just wanna hook up with and loose interest after a short while then they're aware neither one of us is looking for love or marriage.

I work in tourism and meet dozens of new people everyday.

Many girls in their late teens/early twenties who come down here want to combine their stay with an adventure. This is not a part of my job.

//Skinny dipping in the pitch black caribbean sea under star-spattered sky with palmtree silhouettes on the beach in far distance.

//Getting Salsa dance lessons by a latin guy in a backroom. While he holds your hips and explains you in both english and spanish how to move to the rhythm.

//Catching the first waves at 6am while watching the sunrise on the surfboards a few hundret meters of a beach only few know about. After that hop onto the motorcycle to a cheap motel and eat typical south american food with bachata in the background while smoking cheap and good weed pure.

I'm not a Gigolo. I don't get paid to sleep with women. I'm not in search for Money or a Visa.

I work 10 - 12 hours a day. Sleep about 6 hours a day.

If I'm hanging with one of these girls after work then I'm taking her if anything just with me to do what I would've done that day anyway.

This doesn't happen every day - Not even every week.
The first kiss usually doesn't even come from me. We don't always end up having sex.

Sometimes they text me later when they're back home how much they enjoyed our time together and how thankful they are for the memories they made.

Sometimes I don't hear from them ever again.

Sometimes I think back of the time as a neet watching 200 anime series in less than a year.
Queuing 3v3 Arena everyday and fucking around with the squad in skype.

That was a good time I don't regret. While I occasionally got laid back then it was more like a special occasion possibility.

I like sex and I don't want to miss it.

I'm at a pretty happy place these days overall.

#4575735 Why don't you have a Girlfriend Junkie?

Posted Ventux on 14 April 2016 - 12:39 PM

3 am summer night sitting on a roof smoking a blunt with thaya


#4575690 The "Funny Picture" thread

Posted pharrelle on 14 April 2016 - 06:14 AM

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#4574379 Why don't you have a Girlfriend Junkie?

Posted Lloix on 08 April 2016 - 04:00 AM

Taking notes