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Rilor

Member Since 06 Aug 2011
Offline Last Active Dec 21 2014 12:30 PM
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#4306455 Life fuck ups

Posted FTRouslan on 19 December 2014 - 02:17 AM

View Poststcolbert, on 19 December 2014 - 02:14 AM, said:

But I'm sure all of your girlfriends would be just fine with that.

:(


#4306302 Life fuck ups

Posted stcolbert on 18 December 2014 - 11:43 PM

So as I'm sure many of you are aware, my online persona for this site doesn't accurately reflect who I am in reality.  
I take the alpha male character and push it to its extremes. Usually in a display of disgusting chauvinistic behavior.  I would never, in a million years, act like this in reality.  I despise men who treat women like this, and would stand up for someone who was being treated this way in front of me.

But for some reason, due to the anonymous nature of online forums, my morals and convictions took to the sidelines.  I'm sure many of you have done the same, post things you don't really mean or believe.  I'm still uncertain why I felt the need to take on this role/persona.

Unfortunately I failed to recognize how inappropriate this behavior was and how negatively it could affect those that mean the most to me in my life.

My current girlfriend who I am deeply in love with and 100% faithful to, happen to stumble across some of my posts and was absolute appalled.  Some of my posts were really fucking nasty, disgusting, and it took her reading them back to me, reduced to tears, to realize how much of a piece of shit I was for even posting them.  I would never want anyone I feel so much love for to ever feel that pain.  It made her question my morals, our trust, and whether or not I am faithful to her.  When someone you love this much brings these things to question, it's like stabbing a knife into your heart.

Now I'm stuck trying to explain to her that this was all a front, a construct.  That I'm not actually like this.  I have to listen to her saying that she doesn't believe, doesn't trust me, how I could say these things.  It hurts, a lot.

I am faithful.  I'm not a player.  I've always been a boyfriend kind of guy.  I have no wants for anyone else.  I never waited to bang multitudes of women (or any women other than her), and treat them like objects. I'm not racist.  I'm not homophobic.  I'm not a guy that runs around flashing money in people's faces.  I know some people are like that, but I'm not.  She also brought up how I would feel if my future children would read what I wrote.  Answer:  Like a fucking pig piece of shit, unfit to bring my offspring into this world.

I hope none of you end up causing the kind of pain I have, and hope that if you are posting similarly to me that you consider your posts, and those who it may affect, either presently or in the future.


I'll be taking a break from this forum permanently.

Hope you guys all the best and happy holidays.  Sorry for the years of negativity.


#4306383 Life fuck ups

Posted stcolbert on 19 December 2014 - 12:47 AM

And you're a fucking useless piece of shit


#4268827 The "Funny Picture" thread

Posted Ayrasaurus on 18 November 2014 - 10:58 PM

Retarded enough to actually think that selling small amounts of cocaine in gay bars is a viable and sustainable career choice.


#4253233 "Hottest" Thread Deletion

Posted Kawklee on 04 November 2014 - 11:53 PM

View PostVanguards, on 04 November 2014 - 02:39 AM, said:

This thread has had a lot of history with AJ since 2009, however the thread has violated certain policies and it had to be taken down.

Google contacted us about a "Sexually Gratifying" policy violation in the thread. We tried to see if it was something we could fix without deleting the thread, but unfortunately they had strict policies that wouldn't bend. It seemed like a content crawling bot may have picked up the thread.

AJ Moderators knows it has been around for a long time, but it was something that was had to be done. Sorry!

voteban


#4252909 [IRL] Official OT IRL Picture's

Posted stcolbert on 04 November 2014 - 06:10 PM

http://imgur.com/utp2oKJoKJ

Trailer trash



/mods please embed pics.  Posting from phone, no option given.



#4248616 Apple's CEO : 'I'm proud to be gay'.

Posted Zaephyr on 31 October 2014 - 04:39 PM

No wonder the Iphone 6 is bent


#4246312 WOD, who is playing?

Posted Zaephyr on 29 October 2014 - 04:39 PM

lol everyone knows its 23 you faggot


#4243417 WOD, who is playing?

Posted stcolbert on 26 October 2014 - 09:38 AM

I'm with Rilor on this one.  Too busy banging models and making $$$


#4240222 Pussy -- first your virginity, then your house, then your freedom.

Posted Buglamp on 22 October 2014 - 11:46 PM

Virginity intact

Get on my level


#4225087 I have finally done it... again!

Posted Thaya on 05 October 2014 - 11:45 PM

Your posts make me sad


#4224262 fun story

Posted stcolbert on 05 October 2014 - 02:46 AM

I'm also a hundred thousandaire. So I can buy guns but can't pay anyone to shoot them


#4224256 fun story

Posted stcolbert on 05 October 2014 - 02:44 AM

Yo reliuna.  You hook me up with that Swedish bombshell and I'll fuck this guy up.

My creditionals are: provincial level wrestler ( top8 biggest province), amauter boxer, benches 295, dead lift 505, squat 375.

Pm for help


#4219414 got a gf, now what?

Posted stcolbert on 28 September 2014 - 08:05 AM

Bombs have been dropped.


#4216918 The "Funny Picture" thread

Posted Envenom. on 24 September 2014 - 02:17 PM

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