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#4306485 Life fuck ups

Posted Breadstick on Today, 02:49 AM

still can't tell if this is real tbh


#4306455 Life fuck ups

Posted FTRouslan on Today, 02:17 AM

View Poststcolbert, on 19 December 2014 - 02:14 AM, said:

But I'm sure all of your girlfriends would be just fine with that.

:(


#4306302 Life fuck ups

Posted stcolbert on Yesterday, 11:43 PM

So as I'm sure many of you are aware, my online persona for this site doesn't accurately reflect who I am in reality.  
I take the alpha male character and push it to its extremes. Usually in a display of disgusting chauvinistic behavior.  I would never, in a million years, act like this in reality.  I despise men who treat women like this, and would stand up for someone who was being treated this way in front of me.

But for some reason, due to the anonymous nature of online forums, my morals and convictions took to the sidelines.  I'm sure many of you have done the same, post things you don't really mean or believe.  I'm still uncertain why I felt the need to take on this role/persona.

Unfortunately I failed to recognize how inappropriate this behavior was and how negatively it could affect those that mean the most to me in my life.

My current girlfriend who I am deeply in love with and 100% faithful to, happen to stumble across some of my posts and was absolute appalled.  Some of my posts were really fucking nasty, disgusting, and it took her reading them back to me, reduced to tears, to realize how much of a piece of shit I was for even posting them.  I would never want anyone I feel so much love for to ever feel that pain.  It made her question my morals, our trust, and whether or not I am faithful to her.  When someone you love this much brings these things to question, it's like stabbing a knife into your heart.

Now I'm stuck trying to explain to her that this was all a front, a construct.  That I'm not actually like this.  I have to listen to her saying that she doesn't believe, doesn't trust me, how I could say these things.  It hurts, a lot.

I am faithful.  I'm not a player.  I've always been a boyfriend kind of guy.  I have no wants for anyone else.  I never waited to bang multitudes of women (or any women other than her), and treat them like objects. I'm not racist.  I'm not homophobic.  I'm not a guy that runs around flashing money in people's faces.  I know some people are like that, but I'm not.  She also brought up how I would feel if my future children would read what I wrote.  Answer:  Like a fucking pig piece of shit, unfit to bring my offspring into this world.

I hope none of you end up causing the kind of pain I have, and hope that if you are posting similarly to me that you consider your posts, and those who it may affect, either presently or in the future.


I'll be taking a break from this forum permanently.

Hope you guys all the best and happy holidays.  Sorry for the years of negativity.


#4306383 Life fuck ups

Posted stcolbert on Today, 12:47 AM

And you're a fucking useless piece of shit


#4306395 Life fuck ups

Posted Breadstick on Today, 01:03 AM

if this is serious, i hope things work out for you. i think most of us know your "alpha" posts were all done in jest, as you've been a genuinely helpful person on here and had some actual discussions about important things

i generally try to act on the internet the same as i would irl, but i can't say there's never been a time where i've done something jokingly on here that wouldn't go over as well with friends or family irl

gl fam


#4085086 ret paladins need nerfs

Posted Gekz on 22 March 2014 - 11:42 PM

its even worse when they bring out the shiny pet like u cant even peel it wtf????


#4083262 ret paladins need nerfs

Posted kiddyo on 19 March 2014 - 07:15 PM

sounds more like a L2P issue...


#4282548 Pls OT, help me lose weight...

Posted Ayrasaurus on 02 December 2014 - 01:44 PM

Daily reminder that you too can become a strong independent BBC who don't need no man
Spoiler



#4279423 Why don't you have a Girlfriend Junkie?

Posted Esiwdeer on 29 November 2014 - 07:37 PM

For me personally, having a girlfriend would mean I made a mistake in most cases. Although I am driven to lust after women in a rather unfair and.. hormonal way, I am capable of restraining myself sufficiently to realize how few women are actually worthy of me in a relationship.

I don't mean that egotistically, I just feel like I haven't met any person that made me feel like I didn't need to meet anymore people. Too many guys find girls who are simply hot enough, and try to make the rest work. A lot of you guys are pretty young, but lives start getting real heavy towards the end of long term relationships. All the bad shit that is going to happen to you in your life is going to happen to you, most likely, because of a relationship.

Should only settle down with women that you really like, shouldn't look at having a girlfriend like it's some job that needs to be done at all times by some woman. Being independent can't be undervalued or understated. The longer you live with women, the lazier you'll become.

Hear me now, believe me later I guess. Good luck, boys.


#4273192 25/7 thread

Posted stcolbert on 23 November 2014 - 06:46 AM

Plus, you'll get a lot more pussy too because you are "an interesting guy".


#4273186 25/7 thread

Posted stcolbert on 23 November 2014 - 06:44 AM

View PostFTRouslan, on 23 November 2014 - 03:07 AM, said:


hey guys, was wondering if you had more tips on how to be more open and outgoing in conversations

I've got a few good friends, but I wanna be more social and outgoing. speaking to people outside my normal social group feels really weird and is usually a hit or miss, though the hits make the misses worth it. I overthink and I find it hard to just get a "feel" for just talking and joking around (BANTER LADS BANTER)

for the last three months, I've been all smiles and I've really done a good job on turning people that I really didn't get along with into friends, but I still just feel left out and uncomfortable with the majority of people. I don't know how to spontaneously talk about things outside of school with people I'm not friends with already, or leave people feeling engaged, and I'm not sure what I'm doing wrong.
It will feel awkward as fuck until it doesn't anymore.  That's basically it.  Just keep engaging in conversation.  
Remember, actually having a life helps too.  Do tons of stuff, read tons of stuff, keep up with the news, have hobbies etc.  Chances are most people will have a common interest with you if you have a lot of interests.

Networking is fucking key to being successful.


#4271443 AJOT emergency

Posted stalebagel on 21 November 2014 - 08:07 AM

most of us DON'T have foot fetishes so it doesnt really matter if shes wearing shoes or not while we smash. hope this helps jared


#3863021 Hi Guys I am Nmp

Posted flannelsoff on 17 March 2013 - 07:38 PM

i think theyre crafting a seperate one for 5s on a bongwater bg


#4264279 Is this Game Master hitting on me..?

Posted Esiwdeer on 14 November 2014 - 08:19 PM

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Sometimes at night I pretend to be a vegan on Tinder. I talk about baking without eggs and farmer's markets for hours. I guess this helps with the companionship aspect, but then at the end I can't even keep my erection. I am not really sure why, it's hard to be scientific about sex. Anyway, the same thing is going to happen between us if you don't give me the crossbow. I'm sorry for sounding jaded, I'm just tired of being used for sex, fame and fortune.

If you want to show me that you're serious, sure. Otherwise, I'm not going to be ears deep in anything.



#4264270 Is this Game Master hitting on me..?

Posted Ayrasaurus on 14 November 2014 - 08:03 PM

She wants the D

Don't fuck this up




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